i lost the fight.

remember my last post about being scammed on LJ?
*bitter smile*
dispute escalated to claim, the decision was in my favor but...
i still lost the USD 65.
PayPal was unable to recover the funds.

oh well, tough luck.
i learned to be more wary next time.

sometimes when you really want something, you turn a blind eye to some other things.
and that was what happened to me.
before i paid her, i wanted to ask her for online feedback first, telling myself that if she had none, i won't buy the CD.
but in the end, i did not ask her for it.
maybe i wanted that ONE LE too much that i got crazy.
and when i realized it, it was too late.

entirely my fault. i became a willing victim.

*sigh*
it's freaking USD 65
i could've bought 2 older albums.
or bought that closet i really wanted.
or bought myself a nice pair of jeans, new jacket, and a bunch of shirts.
or bought my siblings nice stuff.
but it got stolen away from my pocket.
and i cannot do anything else at this point.

i am NOT rich.
and i did not let it go easily - i am still hoping PayPal could get it back for me.
but since it was my fault, i guess i can accept it better.

no one to blame but myself, imho.

but i can't help but be sad about it...

Comments

[yuubi]

Aww... *pats*  Let it go. Accept it.
After all, it's lesson learned. Maybe it needs to happen to make you more cautious in buying stuffs online.

Be careful next time ne?

[krystle]

yeah. i am letting it go. ^^ kasi nga kasalanan ko rin naman~~
sayang talaga. XD

hai, i'll be more careful next time. thanks! :)