Krystle's blog

sometimes i wonder...

am i really a bad friend?

or do i really have some SERIOUS relationships issues?

as far as i can remember, i am not the type of person who has a gazillion acquaintances.
i prefer having a few close friends.

but then again, do i really manage to keep them?

i don't know. and it sucks. =(

sad, but true.

that even if you don't have anyone that you personally consider as your enemy...

there will come a time that you will have one.

ENVY. is one of the seven deadly sins.
and, it is out of one's hands if other people will feel that way for him or not.

~^~^~^~^~

in this case, Ohchan and Shochan... and the rest of Arashi..

may have been like chocolates within an arms' reach of an uberchocoholic.

the uberchocoholic is just focused on getting the Godiva being showed to her like a bait, wanting to devour the poor piece for her personal whim/satisfaction.

it is quite easy to make a story out of four photos.

heck, we even did that at least once in our lives for that photojourn or English project that we crammed on for about 2 hours, without sufficient pictures/resources and all that.

and with the Baka boys... we'll never know: there might be thousands of papa pics for some dimwits to choose from.

Ohchan ganbare!

Shochan ganbare!

they are on top. that is why many people are trying to bring them down.

just like Katz, i do hope this does not affect our Riida that much, emotionally.
i don't want to see him losing confidence and all that -- i don't want to lose our Ohchan.

funny, though.. is that it seemed like no one is doubting that Ohchan is the man in the pictures.

well, if you'd ask me, they were quite clear... taken from a close proximity.

one of the people with the group he was with may have been the culprit who released these photos THREE YEARS after they were taken.

FUCKING STUPID TRAITOR.

and the publishers! *slaps forehead* FUCKING DIMWITS, jumping greedily at the pictures.

all this news was able to accomplish was for us to be worried about Ohchan, and for us to profess our continuous support and love for Arashi.

i'm quite worried about the Japanese fans' reactions, though, as they may be quite unforgiving.

but still, even if i'll be the only one left (w/c, i think, is really impossible)

i will still continue being an Arashi fan.

i am truly proud and thankful of them.

~^~^~^~^~

WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ! ! !

more D"A"L

OMG.

(from Yahoo! Japan Auctions. again. yeah, i stalk. :P)

Dream-A-Live Goods

haven't found Aiba's yet... T^T

from Yahoo! Japan Auctions~~~

EDIT: i found Aiba's ~fufufu

where are the other pics?!?! LOL

*commentary:
gomen, but i'm not yet that big of a fan of the other uchiwas, except for Jun and Aiba *gets bricked* gyaaaaaaah.

because.

got this from Gracey ^^:

Because Kazunari is Complicated Enough.

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because i can, and i want to~~ :P

got this from Ysa, Yori and Luke. :)

The Rules
Pick your birth month.
Strike out/underline anything that doesn't apply to you.
Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months.

Italicize the ones that quite apply but aren't really dominant.
Make the one that applies to you most BIGGER.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

maa.

i am nothing but these.

^_^. slight purchase rants.

my Dream a Live was already shipped by Play-Asia yesterday~~
6-13 days more... rawr! ^^

and my Love so Sweet LE already arrived last Monday (after 77 days).
i was so down, though, 'coz when i opened it, it had so much cracks on the back case...
and then when i flipped the CD over, there was this huge,
in-your-face,
bad-ass,
too-big-to-be-ignored
MAJOR
crack on the front case,
basically ruining my good view of Aiba, Sho, and Oh-chan's beings. lol.
i wanted to scream, but i was so tired, lah. _|"""|o
but then again.
i made a friend with this purchase.
so having a cracked CD case is nothing to bitch about, ne?
i'll just have to look for a replacement slim case~~
ganbarimasu. ^^
**anyway, any ideas where i could find a decent one? thanks! :P

my singles still haven't arrived. ToT
i wonder what happened~~ it was sent Apr 1...
the seller said it should just be 7 days.
Apr 8 i checked Japan Post and it seems that the shipping i paid for would be an 11-day delivery.
but then it's the 23rd right now, and i still haven't got it.
i checked the tracking number, and the latest update was that it was sent out from Fukuoka last Apr 2.
god, my precious singles~~~ T0T
i hope they are fine.

so right now, i'm expecting:
1. Dream"A"Live (Play-Asia)
2. Arashi singles from Japan
3. ARASHIC from je_for8ver (Taiwan) --> shd be here today, earliest; and Sunday, max. but i don't think the mailman makes multiple trips to a location in a single week, and he already delivered something to me last Monday... dakara, it might be delivered next week. *crosses fingers*
4. PIKANCHI LE and RE from 680yen. i think the CDs will be shipped from Sweden O__O. i dunno if the seller already sent it, but she told me it gets sent as soon as the receives payment. and accdg to paypal, she already claimed it, soooo~ it should also be out. that's 1-2 weeks more.

both 1. and 2. are set to be delivered to Karen-chan, 'coz my dad is here, and omg, he'll surely flip out if he learns about this thing. *yabai*
3. and 4. goes straight to my house, 'coz i don't wanna bother Karen-chan that much.. *hides*
how i wish i could have some things sent to our office. that way, there'd be no problems~~

and right now, i'm targeting:
1. Nino 2007-2008 Countdown uchiwa from Jen (doramaholic). i want it. so much. i. will. ganbare. lol.
2. L'Arc Tierra and Real albums from Katya (amane_nakashima). i want them so much, too. i will not let them go. *sho??? haha*

ganbarimasu. omg.

and speaking of omg...
Jamie-nee (vampyrrep) sent me a mini-fanfic starring
me and Nino~~
haha. sefure.
you're good at that deshou?
steamyyyyy~! ahahaha
thanks!!!

argh. i'm still tired, lah. >___<

arashi love letter~

teruちゃんへ

会う事も少ないし、話す事も多くはないんだけど、何かに夢中になっていないとすぐにteruちゃんのことばかり考えてしまうんだ。
こんなに誰かのことを好きになるなんて、自分が一番びっくりしてるんだ。
気が付いたら公園で、レストランで、学校でteruちゃんの姿ばかりいつも探してて、いないって分かってるんだけど変だよね。
今日の朝、見かけたときに何度も話しかけようともしたし、何度も思いを告げたいと思ったんだ…。
でも、出来なかった。
俺はもう、人を好きになってはいけない、好きになる資格なんてない。
俺はもう、幸せにはなれないんだ・・・。
だけど、どうしてもこの想いは伝えたかったから。
大野智がteruちゃんに興味あるって言ってた。
一番の親友の大野智なら、きっとteruちゃんの事、幸せにしてくれると思うんだ。
お願いが一つあるんだけどいいかな？
teruちゃんが好きな指輪、頑張って手作りで作ってみたんだ。
3月6日にお家に届くと思うから。喜んでもらえるといいんだけど・・・。
最後まで読んでくれてありがとう。

大好きだよ。二宮和也より
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krystleちゃん

krystleちゃんに初めて会ったのは道だったね。
あの時は一目ぼれでした。
krystleちゃんのその笑顔に本気でほれちゃったんだ。
今までで３回告白したんだよね。。。
でも、その度に振られちゃってさ・・・。タイミングが悪いんだよなぁ俺・・・。
俺が凄く忙しくて困ってる時にかけてくれる優しい一言、体調が悪くて苦しい時に心配してくれる心・・・。
あきらめようと思ってもkrystleちゃんのこと本気で好きになっちゃうんだ。
大野智や櫻井翔が、krystleちゃんの事を好きだって聞いちゃって、取られなくないって思って4度目の告白。。。
さすがにしつこいって思ってるよな。。。
でもいいんだ。
俺はkrystleちゃんの事を想い続けてるよ。
krystleちゃんにもらった、ブレスレットがいつまでも俺の宝物。
いつか俺に振り向いてくれる時がきてくれると信じてる。

相葉雅紀
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テルちゃんへ

ずいぶん前のことになるけど、覚えてるかな？
3年前くらいに付き合っていた相葉雅紀です。
すごく短い期間だったから俺の事を恋人だって思ってなかったかもしれないけど…
俺は、恋人だったと思ってたんだ。
すれ違いばかりで連絡をとらなくなってたのだけど、どうしてもテルちゃんに言いたい事があるから、手紙を書きました。

ゴメン。まず謝らせて。
あの頃は自分勝手で・・・わがままで・・・たくさん迷惑をかけちゃったな。
自分勝手すぎる理由で別れようと言ったり…。
少しだけど大人になった今、本当に後悔してるんだ。
本当にごめん。

そして今の俺はテルちゃんの事を、どんなに忘れようとしても、あきらめようとしても、できないんだ。
今頃になって、自分にとってテルちゃんがどれだけ大きな存在だったのかに気づいちゃって・・・。
今も変わらず…いや、あの頃よりもテルちゃんのことが大好きです。

今は櫻井翔と付き合ってるって、二宮和也に聞いた。
もし俺の事が重荷になるようだったら、すぐにこの手紙を捨てて欲しい。
そして忘れて欲しい。
でも、もし、少しでも可能性があるなら…
3月6日18時に公園で待ってる、ずっと待ってるから。

相葉雅紀より
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still no translations, coz i can't... -___-'
uwah.
got one from nino and two from my niban, fumi.
i am happy~ haha

"Upcoming Artist Newsmail" is getting kinda scary.

KANJANI8 Wahaha LE
they're laughing at me.
after the Step&Go LE at RE...
now this comes out.
LE has the photo booklet,
RE has one additional song.
tsk tsk. Johnn~~~y.....??  *whines*

and then news has it that there IS a TIME DVD.
yesh, the TIME DVD that i've been waiting for since i got my AAA + in Dome.. -__-'
there. i'm very excited to see this...!

omg.
i give up.
"savings"?
what's that? is there such a thing?

ahahahahaha

i just noticed that Ueda seems to rarely smile. is that true? /random

goodness...

they had pink before? lol

they = Arashi.
(ORZ. who else? lol)

i got this today:

and i was so so surprised.
coz i was sleeping, and when i woke up, there it was. propped up on the table.

*shet, nahuli na naman ako ng mga kinauukulan. lol.*

the most surprising thing is, this came from Italy.
and it arrived earlier than the one i was expecting, which was, like, from Japan/HK only.
O_O
it was sent Feb 1, arrived Feb 5, delivered to me Feb 6.
*hallelujah, post office!*

ok so, going back, i never knew they had PINK before:

and the colors. are so. different.

and i don't know how often do i announce that i so LOVE CHIBI!JUN, but yeah, I LOVE chibi!JUN~

(that's also why i'm just so dying for that Otakara PB, which has tons of chibi!pics, but i got no money right now, rah. -__-'
rather, my money is still being held by YesAsia -- haven't received it yet even tho they say it was already released... x__x)

it also came with this:

and the seller even included this:

omg. i love surprises. really.

(sorry, scans don't do them justice) -_-

and, can i just add?
how so Leah Dizon-y JUN MATSUMOTO is in here?

Matsuleah

haha.